Its way to early for this shit!!! getting back in the swing of things is a little harder than i excepted for the past six or seven months i have done nothing but lay around work ride horses and hunt its been nice not having a sechedule or anything being able to do most whatever i want whenever i want. today was particulary hard for me to get out of bed for some reason. and now im blank college is alot different than high school alot for freedom and alot more time to do home work this is the first time i have had to to do a free write in a long time takes me back to all senior year in mrs. troxells class oh how i hated that class but i cant lie it helped me out alot with my writing that damn fifteen page reasearch parper i had to write sucked. alot of sleepless nights neatless to say but partically my fault i procrastinated as usual. sometimes i procarstinate procrastion which makes it hard to get anything done on time. oh well but i better not do that now other wise ill probably fall behind. im so tired and my hands are starting to hurt from typing so much its not even funny. wow it has been really long time since ive had to work my brain this much. im so scater brained its not even funny my brain is like right left up down sideways and all around its crazy and i know were not suppose to care about spelling but if i dont spell something right it doesnt make sense to me so i just have to go back and correct it. im so tired hate having to wake up at five thirty in the mornings it sucks balls. and so does sitting here i want to be back home in my bed sleeping for another 2 or three hours. that would be so nice and if it was two weeks ago i would be. but its not and as they say life must go on. why cant i do something that pays well and doesnt require a college education. oh wait there are no jobs like that anymore. 
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